I Have Severe OCD | The Secret Life of Lele Pons

Lele Pons

Lele Pons

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    It’s no secret Lele Pons is one of the most successful social media icons with over 40 million followers and considered an internet trailblazer for her contributions to various platforms. Known for her unfiltered videos, candid humor and crazy stunts, Lele’s storytelling arch takes a more serious tone as she opens up to the world with her deepest secret. Through access to private moments, emotional interviews and never seen before footage, Lele reveals her life long struggle with OCD among other mental health conditions and doesn’t shy away from the most intimate details of her battle.
    If you or someone you know needs help, find resources in your area from the International OCD Foundation: iocdf.org/?s=+&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_provider&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_clinic&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_support_group&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_program&search-type=provider
    Produced by: Shots Studios
    Directed by: Alicia Zubikowski


    1. Lele Pons

      Thank you everyone for supporting me. I hope you enjoy this docu-series and learn about OCD, Tourettes, and other things. LIKE the video if you watch it! I'll see you next Tuesday for episode 2 :)

      1. Kaitlan Gabbitas

        I am so sorry I love you lele u am crying because my cousin when thought the same thin I am sorry 😭😭😭I love u

      2. Laura Schmidt

        I am your biges fan lele!

      3. Eric

        I love you lele pons

      4. Jady Clovis

        I love u Lele

      5. Sandra Apun

        I loveee youuuu leleeee❤️❤️❤️❤️

    2. Chicken Nuggets

      I love you forget the haters they should know better your so amazing!

    3. Jeremiah Ramos

      One day there’s gonna be a cure for OCD. (🦸🏼‍♀️☝️)

    4. abrandnewdayyy

      I hope now people realize that OCD, and more is not a joke. This affects lives. And joking around about it makes that person feel useless, or even bad about themselves. Please don’t do this.

    5. Gwendolyn Elliott

      People are little kids can I talk about Lele

    6. x. Heaven x. Love

      Lele I had no idea you have ADHD OCD depression and tortes I am so so so so sorry😭🥺😔DONT lisen to the haters you have all your friends and love I am hear for you you beautiful smart strong queen

    7. Jana Hafner

      I had that too when I was like 10 but then luckily it got better and now its gone

    8. Monzive

      I don’t have OCD but I do get intrusive thoughts and if I see deadly objects I either throw them away hide them or sometimes just ignore it.

    9. Cathlea Rizky Baskara

      Lele u always been my favorite since forever . And i just know that u have OCD... you're not alone! Stay strong babe, i'm here... we are here to support u. Love u lele❤️

    10. giulia Italy

      the problem is not in the brain, it' s in the hearth

    11. giulia Italy

      poor daughter

    12. Raneem Ali


    13. Love You

      <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="781">13:01</a> WOAH!! IT'S BEAUTIFUL! 😲😲

    14. NOTplaugedoctor

      Bro I just found this i hope you get through this 🙏 oh btw I watch your vines wen I feel down.

      1. NOTplaugedoctor

        This is really all i kan do to help

    15. Citlaly Morales

      We’re here for you lele ❤️❤️❤️

    16. tad out

      I like how the dog assaulted lele cus she just good and dog big gay and bully wait lets dox that dog whos gonna start

    17. Tereza Vítámvásová

      Hi Lele i think you are really brave, that you show what has happend and is doing in your life. And i think you show the way for many people, who can have same, not problems but something what makes you uncomfortably, that there is a way not to give up on your dreams.😊

    18. Editing Tutorialz

      Omg I never knew, I love you so much and you derserve the best in life and your gorgeous and amazing, luv u Lele🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺👑👑👑👑👑👑❤️❤️❤️💖💖💖👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑

    19. Internet Goose

      Alright having OCD doesn’t excuse terrible content but I ain’t making fun of her OCD. Feel free to dislike

    20. Moria_playz Gamergurl

      It's really anoying how ppl take ocd as a joke cause it's not I used to have ocd but not that over the line and I'm still dealing with it when I saw the vid that u said u have ocd I was annoyed I thought it was another joke or skit but then when I watched the vid I understand

    21. Hannah's World

      Finally here is an inside to OCD. It's no joke. I used to live with OCD and I wanted to cry everytime somebody joked about having OCD because they are neat. OCD is different for everyone and it's not just about being neat 🙄

    22. Guimell Hernandez

      Finally people can realize again that everyone "has problems" like every single person goes through something but people don't understand how serious it can be for that specific person.

    23. Sean Mills

      Lele I think u r a very cool and wete old with pride your not alone

    24. Earth nuts

      I love you Lele and i have been watching you for so long, we love you lele ❤️

    25. Karen Ramirez

      I respect her for telling her story and showing her vulnerable side this is what people needed to know

    26. Lorenzo Moreno López

      Ummm ni sé por qué la sigo?, no conozco nada d Ella, no entiendo inglés ... Se que al inicio se ve triste y me pregunto por qué al parecer tiene de todo, una vida que mucha gente quisiera además es muy bella, creo que tiene una enfermedad o algo así ; sin embargo debe salir adelante ser feliz y agradecida

    27. Ashlin Alvarez-Donis

      Now we should all understand people who have OCD it's real nothing to hide. :(

    28. rishita

      finally people will start giving her the respect she deserves. this is incredible inspiring and emotional. wish you all the best lele ❤️

    29. Gacha_ Weirdo

      I want all my bullies to watch this so they can see wat people like them can do to people ik that is not the cause of her OCD but they can cause it too

    30. The Ninja Abdulrahman

      I wish you a good life and also to be better

    31. v a l e n t i n a

      I’ve never related and cried to a video so much I actually feel you ocd is REAL and people don’t get it

    32. Jocelyn Perry

      You are strong you are beautiful you are lovable and you are capable

    33. Jocelyn Perry

      You are awsome you would be proud I love who ever is picking on you does not deserve to watch your amazingness

    34. Kylie Barrett

      I am very sorry for everything that you have gone through, I hope it gets better☺

    35. Raelynn Aurora

      this gives me respect for lele

    36. Raelynn Aurora

      i don’t have youtube red but now i want to get it

    37. carly

      I bet it’s hard to keep friends with suffering from ocd

    38. Ashley S

      You do you lele and no one else can change that you are funny pretty you are perfect if I had to change one thing I would say no you are not like anyone else be your self no one is as funny as you

    39. carly

      I hope people know that all these haters are probably one of them reasons she is depressed

    40. Alisha James

      U DONT HAVE OCD OK....u can CONTROL IT....

    41. Kimberly Orozco

      Be strong

    42. 李诺Erin

      Who has never hated on Lele before 🙌

    43. Just Julia

      you dont know what’s happening beneath the surface.

    44. Space Wolf 82

      I’m sorry but at one point I fell in love and I’m still in love

    45. Alisha James

      i love u Lele..u r the BEST person i have EVER seen

    46. Danielle Nix

      You're amazing and you can accomplish anything

    47. Ybñ Ñåê

      Wow , for someone who I saw so happy an beautiful , I didn’t even imagine that she wouldn’t struggle with this sort of problem .😭❤️ I don’t understand the feeling but I support you .❤️💛🤍

    48. Yolanda Hernandez

      I feel so sorry for all the struggles you went to. I love your videos because there funny and silly but its sad that you suffer with OCD. Hope you will get better and have an even better future and enjoy it. 😢😊

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    50. 李诺Erin

      I have been her follower since 2016 and it saddens me that she’s struggling with all these things 🥺💔 I’m glad and I’m proud of you for sharing this to the world ❤️ Have always been a fan , always loving everything Lele does ❤️

    51. Hannah Wells

      I used to have really bad ocd as a little kid but it’s not that bad anymore

    52. Kaitlyn Muniz

      I think I am socially awkward because I get sooo scared to sing in front of people or even ask my friends my simple question and anything like that so this video helped me a lot thank you so much I love you so much 🥰😍😘

    53. Chuck Davis

      I am so so sorry girl just stay strong

    54. Glinda Paul


    55. crystal lorenzo

      Thank you for sharing this❤️

    56. DC Ly

      I'm so sorry

    57. Billie The Nerd

      lele you don’t deserve any of this you are amazing!

    58. Allison Vargas

      When you said depression, I actually started crying. I’m sorry, I just couldn’t handle holding in my tears. It just broke me to hear that such a wonderful girl suffers from depression.

    59. Cool Cat 15

      I have to put the soap in my hands 3 times and then 3 because a horrible number that could kill me and I always switch numbers

    60. Arely Zuniga

      Lele I love you so much girl💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺

    61. Cool Cat 15

      Yessss I have ocd and this made me feel Sm better about myself

    62. Oello👽

      I’ve had OCD my whole life too. It’s so awful. I’m so sorry you have it too! Thank you for being so transparent about your experiences. 💙

    63. TheRealMissLorena

      Thanks for sharing Lele 💖

    64. Matias Incarnato

      Lele hablas español o inglés dónde naciste

    65. Rachael Arriaga

      I know how it feels to have OCD u make the best of it

    66. ysis castro

      Eres bella ora y dios te va a ayudar con ocd tú puedes 😘 te amooo


      YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL AND FUNNY! I understand kinda of all the negitive comments due to bullying well a lot of bullying which led to depression. :( Just remember that all your friends and family and fans are all here for you!! We love you!

    68. Casey Truman

      I love u for who u are even if people don’t understand

    69. Jade Carter

      I love you so much and respect you at all causes

    70. Simmer Sisters

      Seeing this makes me think that I have ocd just not as severe. I do most of these things and have panic attacks when something is out of order or sequence. But I don’t want to self diagnose or anything.

    71. Nani Tasso

      You are si brave, i love you so much

    72. JayJnotJJ

      She has a great support system

    73. Kelly Brunn

      I support Lele she is a good person and should not be hated but have love and no one should make fun.

    74. in love with stranger things

      I didn't even know this about u oh my gosh😢😢😣😔😞

    75. sithu nunu

      who all cryed seeing this vedio

    76. sithu nunu

      who all thought that lele had a very happy and chilling life every one has problems in their lives

    77. Nikki Leininger

      You are beautiful just the way you are don't let anybody change that

    78. Disaya Shipley

      This is hard for me to watch because I thought she was this perfect beautiful woman who had no problems but lives on the internet can be very deceiving. I love u Lele💖💕💖💕💖💕💖💕

    79. Lizbeth Cruz

      We are all human and have problems of our own I will pray for you but remember you will get better keep pushing forward ❤️❤️

    80. Stephanie Skilton

      ❤️ making this video was really brave 🥰 good girl Lele I’m proud of you. ❤️🥰❤️🥰❤️